Saturday, October 15, 2011
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Nothingness
Your love wasn't in vain. You just didn't accept me the way i m as did i towards you. It's a pity, things could have turned out better. Oh well, life goes on, we will be fine.
Flashback:
From year 2009: "But in the end , i always know everything will fall into place , and everything that happens , happens ...Maybe on my terms , maybe not , all i know is , i have to believe that i will get to a point where i'm happy with myself and not happy cause i did something that made me happy for a minute just because i wanted to pretend everything was ok at that moment . With this , i expect decent respect when i am who i am ."
No more pretending.
It's just sad how 2 ppl who were so close can be strangers now. Its as if i didn't know u at all.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
First comes marriage or baby ?
Boy and girl is sitting on a tree , K-i-s-s-i-n-g ...
First comes marriage , wait baby ? no , marriage ?
I'm confuse , which one again ?
I find myself more shock when i hear young (but appropriate) people getting married because of love ,i always expect it to be of some reason that we can't run away from , a simple miscalculation if i dare say so myself .. =S
Cynical or realist ?
Just a thought .
First comes marriage , wait baby ? no , marriage ?
I'm confuse , which one again ?
I find myself more shock when i hear young (but appropriate) people getting married because of love ,i always expect it to be of some reason that we can't run away from , a simple miscalculation if i dare say so myself .. =S
Cynical or realist ?
Just a thought .
Monday, May 24, 2010
Thank you
Just went through the worst week of my life ... Juggling so many things ...At the same time , had to prepare for my summatives and EOS 5 ... argh , how can i be so careless , i really don't know ....
It's always easy to point the finger , placing blame on others ... but it's never easy acknowledging our own faults and taking responsibility for it ... However it's nothing compare to the feeling of frustration when u take responsibility for your own mistakes but others still find the need to point a finger at your direction ... and worse yet , not acting the way they think you should during the situation ... the word here is FRUSTRATION ! Not anger , not denial , not regret ..
The greatest way to counter your enemies is to break down their resistance without putting up a fight ... with this i need patience...
So thank you for my very bad week ... sigh
It's always easy to point the finger , placing blame on others ... but it's never easy acknowledging our own faults and taking responsibility for it ... However it's nothing compare to the feeling of frustration when u take responsibility for your own mistakes but others still find the need to point a finger at your direction ... and worse yet , not acting the way they think you should during the situation ... the word here is FRUSTRATION ! Not anger , not denial , not regret ..
The greatest way to counter your enemies is to break down their resistance without putting up a fight ... with this i need patience...
So thank you for my very bad week ... sigh
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
The F word
" Forgive but not Forget "
Don't you think the F's contradict each other ? I mean how do one 100% forgive and not forget what he or she forgave in the first place .Always thought forgiveness is a selfless act . But this sounds all too grudgeful (minus the revenge part) to me . If you remember what the other person has done and is more cautious around that individual , knowing what he or she is capable of but somehow tolerate it for the time being by closing one eye , is that really forgiveness ?
Please enlighten me
Don't you think the F's contradict each other ? I mean how do one 100% forgive and not forget what he or she forgave in the first place .Always thought forgiveness is a selfless act . But this sounds all too grudgeful (minus the revenge part) to me . If you remember what the other person has done and is more cautious around that individual , knowing what he or she is capable of but somehow tolerate it for the time being by closing one eye , is that really forgiveness ?
Please enlighten me
Monday, April 5, 2010
Affirmations
If you do not stand for something , you would fall for anything .
So is it totally wrong to go for something you really want in life . Or is it better to follow the faceless crowds into somewhere you think you belong but never really in the first place . Many people compromise their needs to fit their wants , where greed overides necessity . At the end of the day , somewhere along the way , we'll look back and regret the road not taken . I know what's best for me , i really do .
But do i really ? Can't say i'm a go getter . I love routines and i do not like standing infront of many proclaiming boldly in what i believe . So aren't i one of the faceless victims floating .
Guess i should just take advice from the people that knows best
Lately , i've been thinking alot about affirmations . Do they really work ? I mean , writing a simple sentence can actually make it happen ? Power of thought ? Or is it the power of will that outlines the thought. Better get started with my " Please let me get into A******* uni" , 10000000 times over .
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Anyways , sem 5 in IMU is super hectic . Crazy assignments , crazy hours , crazy subjects and an even crazier final paper in June . Time flies , don't really know where my last 3 years went . Trying to reflect on what i've done over this years but having some trouble remembering the best memory . =( Which is quite dissapointing .
Lately , i've been thinking alot about what my life is going to be overseas . I'm really excited about the prospect of going somewhere different , being independent , starting my pseudo-adult life though i'm still under mommy and daddy's financial care . However , i know it's going to be tough . I've never really live anywhere else aside from home . Don't really know how total independence feel like . Very interested to know how i will fair in the end . Hopefully i will not cry bucket loads of tears due to my ignorance in many domestic chores.LOL
And just a tiny tiny note , i blog simply because i feel like it . =D So thank you but no thanks . End .
Well well , all is swell ....
So is it totally wrong to go for something you really want in life . Or is it better to follow the faceless crowds into somewhere you think you belong but never really in the first place . Many people compromise their needs to fit their wants , where greed overides necessity . At the end of the day , somewhere along the way , we'll look back and regret the road not taken . I know what's best for me , i really do .
But do i really ? Can't say i'm a go getter . I love routines and i do not like standing infront of many proclaiming boldly in what i believe . So aren't i one of the faceless victims floating .
Guess i should just take advice from the people that knows best
Lately , i've been thinking alot about affirmations . Do they really work ? I mean , writing a simple sentence can actually make it happen ? Power of thought ? Or is it the power of will that outlines the thought. Better get started with my " Please let me get into A******* uni" , 10000000 times over .
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Anyways , sem 5 in IMU is super hectic . Crazy assignments , crazy hours , crazy subjects and an even crazier final paper in June . Time flies , don't really know where my last 3 years went . Trying to reflect on what i've done over this years but having some trouble remembering the best memory . =( Which is quite dissapointing .
Lately , i've been thinking alot about what my life is going to be overseas . I'm really excited about the prospect of going somewhere different , being independent , starting my pseudo-adult life though i'm still under mommy and daddy's financial care . However , i know it's going to be tough . I've never really live anywhere else aside from home . Don't really know how total independence feel like . Very interested to know how i will fair in the end . Hopefully i will not cry bucket loads of tears due to my ignorance in many domestic chores.LOL
And just a tiny tiny note , i blog simply because i feel like it . =D So thank you but no thanks . End .
Well well , all is swell ....
Saturday, January 9, 2010
1 Malaysia
First of all , this is 2010 , not the 19 hundreds , mind u .
From recent events that happen , i'm truly upset that a few people resorted to violence in order to get their word across . Regardless of race , religion or culture , an act of violence is always wrong .It's upsetting that we're only shy 10 years away from our vision of wawasan 2020 and this happened .Although the issue that is talk about is highly sensitive by some , why not resolve it peacefully . Why go throwing fires . What do u hope to achieve from this ? A reaction ? To shed terror across the nation ? Why ?
Do u think burning down a place of worship will bring your point across? Common sense will tell you that it is wrong .
Hopefully , most malaysians will see this as a criminal act and not point fingers at certain stereotypes . This act is purely done by criminals and should be put to justice . Like i said , regarless of race and religion , we should work together to catch this few who dare challenge our 1 malaysia dream . These are the people who put us back 10 years by their childish acts . Remember , there's no justice and respect when u force your point through violence . Furthermore , i'm sure many people in this country will agree burning down a place of worship is not an act of religion but HATE !
I'm gonna highlight it again , this is an act by a FEW and should be brought to justice . So this is a time where we should come together and unite regardless of our differences . Isn't this a great opportunity to test our 1 Malaysia dream ?
From recent events that happen , i'm truly upset that a few people resorted to violence in order to get their word across . Regardless of race , religion or culture , an act of violence is always wrong .It's upsetting that we're only shy 10 years away from our vision of wawasan 2020 and this happened .Although the issue that is talk about is highly sensitive by some , why not resolve it peacefully . Why go throwing fires . What do u hope to achieve from this ? A reaction ? To shed terror across the nation ? Why ?
Do u think burning down a place of worship will bring your point across? Common sense will tell you that it is wrong .
Hopefully , most malaysians will see this as a criminal act and not point fingers at certain stereotypes . This act is purely done by criminals and should be put to justice . Like i said , regarless of race and religion , we should work together to catch this few who dare challenge our 1 malaysia dream . These are the people who put us back 10 years by their childish acts . Remember , there's no justice and respect when u force your point through violence . Furthermore , i'm sure many people in this country will agree burning down a place of worship is not an act of religion but HATE !
I'm gonna highlight it again , this is an act by a FEW and should be brought to justice . So this is a time where we should come together and unite regardless of our differences . Isn't this a great opportunity to test our 1 Malaysia dream ?
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